My Search:

I don't think anyone who hasn't looked understands how hard it is to find an apartment. Seriously. It's insane. No one just wants to trust a couple of teenagers to pay rent... No mind that they both (sorta) have two different jobs. Being turned down multiple time is very discouraging. Then we went back to the search. And now I think we may have lucked out! And it's back in a town where we're comfortable. Not to mention so close to the library! :) I love that place. It's the perfect size. And it's... Affordable. I have my fingers crossed. If we don't get this one, I guess it's just... Back to the search...                                                                                                     ...but I REALLY have my fingers crossed.

The Way My Day Goes...

AM I happy?

When I wake up every morning, I ask myself that question. Yes. That's my immediate response. What reason do I have to NOT be happy? None. I'm happy. I have... Truly amazing family and friends. A job that I love.
 And a passion that I won't ever outgrow... At least until I'm 23. I'm happy. It's just... I watch these movies, and I read these books, and I look at other people's lives, and I wonder. But,no. I'm happy. I have a fantastic life. I have great people in it. Why would I have any doubts? I don't. I'm happy. I'm doing so good! Every decision I've made the last year led me to where I am. Do I regret those decisions? No. I'm happy.  I'm growing up. I spend a lot of time alone. thinking. planning. Did anyone tell me that growing up would be lonely? No, I have privacy. I'm happy. I am happy. And then I go to bed every night wondering:
AM I happy?