Decisions, Decisions

Pretty much I need to make some changes. I need to make a lot of decisions in the next couple weeks. And to be honest... I don't even know where to start. I need to figure out my employment issues, my colorguard issues (including trying out for 2 different groups), and my school issues.

I need to find a new job.
I'm not going to try out for BD anymore.
I'm not going to be spinning.
I'm not going to school until next fall.
Except...
I don't want to find a new job.
I want to try out for BD.
I really want to spin.
And I'd rather go to school in the spring.

I don't know what choice will be best for me or for my future. That makes it kinda hard to make a decision. So I guess I'll just have to wait and see how things turn out. Maybe this will just work itself out. Maybe my stress and worry is just pointless. As I'm fond of saying: Only time will tell.