Sure, I still don't have my own apartment. I'm not without problems. I'm still not doing or working on things that I one day hope to accomplish. I'm still making mistakes that I may regret later. I'm planning things that I don't want to regret. And I sometimes don't think I'm particularly happy. But even through all that, I've never felt so liberated. Honestly, the last week I've felt so free, though not much has changed. Sure I had some little moments: I got my ears pierced. I actually went on a date. But I was feeling this way before all that. I'm trying to refrain from asking myself why. For whatever reason I'm enjoying life- and I don't want to question it. Yeah, it's hard for me not to. It's hard to trust in what I don't know. Hard not to run away. I'm just going to take what I can get, though. I'm going to encourage these feeling for as long as they want to stay with me. I'm not trying to please anyone but myself. This is me, being me :)Oh. And I may or may not have been wrong about my last post... Oops.
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