Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)

Wear sunscreen. If I could offer only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience... I will dispense this advice now: Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. Trust me, in 20 years you'll back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you cant grasp now how much possibility laid before you, and how fabulous you really looked... you are NOT as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing everyday that scares you. Sing. Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours. Floss. Don't waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind... the race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself. Remember complements you receive, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this... tell me how. Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements. Stretch. Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life; most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't. Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees, you'll miss them when they're gone. Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance The Funky Chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either... your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's. Enjoy your body; use it every way you can, don't be afraid of it or what other people think of it, it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own. Dance... Even if you have nowhere to do it but your own living room. Read the directions, even if you don't follow them. Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly. Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings, they're your best link to your past, and the people most likely to stick with you in the future. Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get the more you need the people you knew when you were young. Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel. Accept certain inalienable truths: prices will rise, politicians will philanderer, you too will get old, and when you do you'll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians where noble, and children respected their elders. Respect YOUR elders. Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you'll have a trust fund, maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse, but you never know when either one might run out. Don't mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40 it will look 85. Be careful who's advise you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advise is a form of nostalgia, disposing is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, whipping it off, painting over the ugly parts, and recycling it for more than it's worth. But, trust me, on the Sunscreen...

I'm the King of Wishful Thinking

I wish I could just snap my fingers and feel differently. Forget things. Understand everything. Feel nothing. That'd be best. Not to feel. Not to care. Not to be stuck as a hopeless romantic.

Ha. No. Who am I kidding?

In the end I know I just want some guy to be really cheesy. A guy who loves me enough to talk to me. To kiss my face. To understand me enough to know that my actions and attitude are usually the opposite of what I'm feeling. And who's sensitive enough to care. Legitimately, genuinely care. About me- the real me. Someone that I don't have to pretend for...

Haha again, who am I kidding? This is real life. Not a fairy tale.

I guess if I keep a grip on reality, it's okay to dream... And wish... And hope for the best.