I wish I could just snap my fingers and feel differently. Forget things. Understand everything. Feel nothing. That'd be best. Not to feel. Not to care. Not to be stuck as a hopeless romantic.
Ha. No. Who am I kidding?
In the end I know I just want some guy to be really cheesy. A guy who loves me enough to talk to me. To kiss my face. To understand me enough to know that my actions and attitude are usually the opposite of what I'm feeling. And who's sensitive enough to care. Legitimately, genuinely care. About me- the real me. Someone that I don't have to pretend for...
Haha again, who am I kidding? This is real life. Not a fairy tale.
I guess if I keep a grip on reality, it's okay to dream... And wish... And hope for the best.
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