Giving Up- Letting Go

You know what I've learned?? You can't please everyone. You can't even please half of the people you know. And you just have to deal with that. Sure , it sucks. But I'm tired of pretending to be someone I'm not- someone that you might like more. Someone that knows how to "play the game". Pretending to be someone that doesn't care, when I really do. I'm not. I don't have enough experience with this kind of thing. I can't hide my feelings and emotions so easy. I want to regret everything, but I know I shouldn't. I'm learning. I know that, even though knowing that doesn't make this any easier. I just hate feeling stupid. And I'm done with it.

I did know. And that just makes me feel even worse...